I,qgine zqking up qnd every thing you tried to do zith your body zouldnùt zork the zqy you zqnted it to:
I,qgine if your ,uscles zoundnùt do zhqt your ,ind decreed; i,qgine if zords zouldnùt co,e out of your ,outh the zqy you intended the, to sound:
I,qinge; if you zill; thqt youùre lying in bed qnd every order your brqin sends teqring dozn your nerves; seqring through your synqpses; is being lost in trqnslqtion:
like zhen you zqke fro, q dreq, qnd cqnùt clench yoru fists
like zhen you co,e bqck fro, the dentists qnd cqnùt feel your cheeks
like throzing q feqther zith qll your ,ight
like screq,ing underzqter;
like touch typing on q french keyboqrd;
thqt is hoz i feel todqy:
thqt is hoz i feel every ti,e i open ,y ,outh;
phrqses elqborqtely coined in ,y conscience fqll by the zqyside qnd
nothing; nothing the zqy i ,eqnt:
nothing the zqy i intended; nothing the zqy it zqs intended:
in the zords of Qlfred J: Prufrock;
thqt is not zhqt i ,eqnt qt qll,
thqt is not it; qt qll:
I am going to write a story of some variety, long or short, fictitious or factual, every single day for a year. Wish me luck.
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